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Family Family, Its our rock, our salvation. Some of us turn to our friends. "To be or not to be" That was not the question.
Stuck with a thought Yo, Need to put this somewhere, or i'd go crazier than i already am. I've found out something... can't vouch for its accuracy, but i can't decide to feel happy or to kill myself. Tried last year, couldn't go through with it. I mean, if i'm happy for the 'thing', then i'd probably go on with my life, but more than 50% doubt will cloud my thoughts until a certain day or week, or month or even a year *friends theme song XD* will happen & that doubt will begone- hurrah... But then, if i end it all, not much bad things'll come out of it. Sure, just another grave to be dug, another body to be put into the earth... god i need more medication. Things to make me high, rather than lifeless, as i usually am. Really sad... but the dreams i had said i'd live to have kids.... maybe they can do something i could never do. Live the happy life i'd have always wanted. Change the world, make sure no one suffers pointlessly. But what i feel right now makes me want to give up this future. Give up the chance of a good life. I'd probably feel the same if i didn't get into the uni i've always wanted to. By then, if i don't get it... i guess that i'd be more... "fragile" than ever. At breaking point. Or maybe i'd go insane & shoot people like those bastards did in the north part of the world. -scuse me language. <--pun God help me. For no one else will.... Maybe Dan Green, but thats unlikely, why'd he help (in someones words, regarding yours truly:) a dellusional psychopath? I don't know. Wish i did. Or at least i'd feel less pain when i age. (pretty young right now, that 'age' process includes tomorrow) Lord have mercy on our souls. Particularly mine. Give me the strength to carry on, to have a good future. To live a good life. To be loved by friends and a new family. To see that life is worthwhile. ~The Ninja
WORLD's Most prettiful sounding Anime opening + Wasabi =3 Well, seeing how i never really remember about blogdrive... and that NO ONE visits my site.... what in the name of buggery am i supposed to do? (yes, random indeed) Well, i just recently made an extended version of the Anime introduction to "Princess Tutu" (trust me- ITS NOT FOR LITTLE KIDS- show it to one & you'll severly damage their miniscule minds) [is miniscule an inappropraite choice of wording???] Anyways, the link to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxzgDOmD9aA I think its worth watching- very prettiful music + anime... unless that's not your thing... Enjoy! ~The Ninja P.S.... Wasabi =3 go eat some while i snicker at the thought. (just kidding)
Ha Ha Hate you all! Except the following: People: Dan Green ^^, Carina, Rowena, Adam, Josh, Dana, Nadia, Kristina, Victor, My Bird ^^, Sarah!, Other heros... TBC Places: Juilliard, New York, Rome, Shanghai, Japan, Sydney CBD L.A.,.... TBC Other: Yu-Gi-Oh! Acting, Music, Art, The Simpsons, Futurama, Anything Dan Green Related (except for 1 effing thingy). There! Pretty as a picture! AAACK! ZOMBIES!!!!!
Random Quotes of the Day "I'm Dan Green The voice of Yu-Gi-Oh!" "I love you... In yami Yugi's Voice" "Mind Crush!" "Hey everybody, how u doin? Good. Having fun at the con? Yeaaa, spending a lot of $??? Gooood, Gooooood" "It's time to duel" "OMG a giant rock" "OHHHH! BUGGERATION!!!" "Slut! I mean... T'ea" DIE BART DIE <- "That's German for 'the' Bart 'the' "Meemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemeemee" "YOU THINK YOUR DIRTY SOCKS CAN STOP ME???? well, they are making me dizzy. Oh... *silence* Baaaaaah!" "Do you sell toys?"
My dream apparently 'from my future self' I had the weirdest dream this morning. If you don't want to read about it, stop now. Don't say i didn't warn you, coz i just did. Anyways.............My future self came to me & showed me a vision of my future. I had future me, dressed well, show me a restraunt where a tall figure eating lunch with an older version of me, younger than the one guidng me through it. Next i saw the lounge room of a really nice house, with the figure there, but i couldn't see him properly. Then she told me that i woud have 5 children. Triplets & twins. then back to the spinning room & window. That was weird & random. If it comes true... that would be even weirder. Ciao 4 now
EMO ME
What do i have? Bebo Myspace Youtube Xanga Blogdrive Blogger Deviantart MSN messenger Yahoo messenger Hotmail Yahoo mail Dan Green Mania/ obsession Dan Green "Blingeed" pics (that i made myself) XD A massive desire to be good "acquaintances" with Dan Green A hunt for Anything related to Dan Green & his voice. Problems when i hear Dan Green's natural voice. Yu-Gi-Oh! Cards Yu-Gi-Oh! mania/ obsession A Horrible family Few friends i can call true. A problem with a lot of people. A problem with how short I am. A Canary who is the most cutest one living right now. A MASSIVE desire to do well in life & go to Juilliard Loner problems. (why do people like touching others weirdly?) A desire to become an actress/musician A desire to make a movie, which i want Dan Green to have a small role. I've got the movie idea, & its thanks to him, a friend of mine & my cute & cuddly Canary. A depressing life An ambition to do well in Drama A 3 mobile- its super-special-awesome! A tonne of Yu-Gi-Oh! the abridged series episodes- funny. But i wish Dan Green did the Yugis. :'( Little Kurriboh doesn't match the ***iness of Dan Green XD A really long blog. A desire to change my name Signing off now, Adra
XD I got info from a podcast & then further researched. XD The so called partner doesn't mention the person i'm after. Which means that either there was something bad (which is good for me) or the person i'm after thingo... Ah forget it. NOW to announce my Prom night (formal) will be next year on a family members birthday. What the heck am i going to do? I have slim chances in getting a date for the night. :'( What Am I going to wear? What hairstyle? I'd probably put it up though... But i sincerely hope that the girls would behave maturely for one night. Not that much big of an ask, now is it? Waaaa, I'm doomed. How'd the font change? Do I need advanced training in order to apply? Yes. The My mum never lets me get lessons from NIDA. I need the effing lessons! How the bloody hell does she expect me to get to Uni without proper training? Its impossible, especially without the advanced. But I'm planing. I hope its not too late. Jobs pay sooo little. Sucks to have my family. Now i'm going to try another trillion times to get more lessons. Before its too late. Hi Carina. Hi Sho. You're probably the only 2 reading this. Ciao 4 now
TODAY
Why can¡¯t anyone tell me a good website, in Which Dan Green Himself has control of? Life right now is SO FRUSTRATING. Everything is soo difficult, especially when you¡¯re trying to beat your best and that your best really sucks. Well, there¡¯s always Dan Green( and other heroes to look up to) and Yu-Gi-Oh! to cheer me up...http://www.freevibe.com/News/yugioh_pop.html ^^ But does anyone have something that can help calm anger down? Anyway, i¡¯ve got exams starting soon, and i hope that i can beat my best. >:(
Anyway >:(
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